my hole.

I have a whole in my heart. Did I tell you that? It's true. It's been there for 5 years. It can't be seen by x rays, or the natural eye. But its there. And it will never go away. Sometimes I think its gone, but after days like this, I am reminded it's still there.

It's been 5 year 3 months 29 days since I've seen her face. I miss it. A lot.

Until the day I see her and touch her skin, my hole, burned into my heart by her death will forever be there.